Crazy days.....Lord get me through

Two weeks ago ended a relationship with a man that was clearly not for me from the start.  He said all of the right things but, the really important stuff...there was no time.  He proclaimed he was a "Nice" guy that he really wasn't as bad as it all seemed....guess what nice guy, if you cant pick up the phone to say Hello...you're too busy for me. I stayed in this non relationship too long...hoping he would change his behavior.  Why do we get so drawn up in the I don't want to be alone we allow ourselves to settle.  Guess what...I was alone...all alone in this so called relationship...It was no different than any other relationship.  I shouldn't have to say ....."don't you want to see me"..God, it was like I was a child, begging for just an ounce of his attention.  Why did I do that to myself.  Why am I constantly trying to get that one person to be all that I need.  Its getting very old.  Love shouldn't be that hard.  We all want unconditional love....does that exist outside of God.  I don't think so.  So, I'm on a journey so to speak.  One that hopefully transcends me into a stronger, mentally healthy and happy person.  No Men for a year.  This is not to say I wont talk to them or go to dinner with them.  But the construct of a relationship with no relationship is getting old.  I need fresh air.  I need God and whats great about that is...God is there...